I thought that the wait has come to an end, ending the lonely days now that you are my friend. Its beautiful is what I thought. Only thought it is. I could see you every where or rather say looked for you every where I went. Even before you unfolded for me, I could imagine what I needed. I spoke to the stars, the moon, the rain, the wind, these yellow trees, saying all things bright and beautiful, what I thought of you. But now, the more I know you , the more I am scared of losing what I made you up in my mind. Now, I am in love with someone, who doesn't exist or even never existed. So, I was lonely with you and now alone without you.